2002-04-21 - 1:06 p.m.
[Life's a song
You don't get to rehearse
And every single verse
Can make it that much worse]
I'm having the most unexpected mood right now ... it seems to have jumped up without much cause.
Eh, I'm female. I'm allowed to get away with ferocious mood swings ...
I'm on this strange point of mental nausea after browsing diaryland, and although it's probably my fault I just wish everyone would stop being so busy 'existing' and just pause.
Everywhere I look there are the subtle and not so subtle layers of pretence ... which makes me want to go around throwing things.
... I was going to rant but screw it, you're not worth it.
Ah, number five of my hundred and one ways to alienate people.
I'm going to be late for work... gee, aren't I going to be fun around customertype people...
Do you ever feel the need to exercise your demons by purging yourself of everything in and related to the world?
No, me neither.
[I want the fire back]
You don't get to rehearse
And every single verse
Can make it that much worse]
I'm having the most unexpected mood right now ... it seems to have jumped up without much cause.
Eh, I'm female. I'm allowed to get away with ferocious mood swings ...
I'm on this strange point of mental nausea after browsing diaryland, and although it's probably my fault I just wish everyone would stop being so busy 'existing' and just pause.
Everywhere I look there are the subtle and not so subtle layers of pretence ... which makes me want to go around throwing things.
... I was going to rant but screw it, you're not worth it.
Ah, number five of my hundred and one ways to alienate people.
I'm going to be late for work... gee, aren't I going to be fun around customertype people...
Do you ever feel the need to exercise your demons by purging yourself of everything in and related to the world?
No, me neither.
[I want the fire back]