2001-12-18 - 2:14 p.m.
I am feeling terribly anxious, but not for the reasons you would expect.
The edge of worrying over the marks for uni had been taken away by daydreams of Tangalooma and certain person met there...
No, not the one everyone thought it was (hello! I do have some taste...)...
But even the worry in the back of my brain has been totally erased now, by a simple but devastating fact that no-one will accept (not that I've told them yet --- what am I, crazy?)....
I don't want to go to Uni anymore.
And this isn't just me going "oh no, I don't think I'll get in, I should make other plans"
I mean, I seriously don't want to go.
Which is why I am so ultimately screwed....
The edge of worrying over the marks for uni had been taken away by daydreams of Tangalooma and certain person met there...
No, not the one everyone thought it was (hello! I do have some taste...)...
But even the worry in the back of my brain has been totally erased now, by a simple but devastating fact that no-one will accept (not that I've told them yet --- what am I, crazy?)....
I don't want to go to Uni anymore.
And this isn't just me going "oh no, I don't think I'll get in, I should make other plans"
I mean, I seriously don't want to go.
Which is why I am so ultimately screwed....
